I haven't written much lately because I have been in the hospital and have been very sick. I recall making the comment in my last post about what else i would have to endure...God is funny.
I am still working through the issues that landed me in the hospital and critical care, but I will be just fine. I have a hereditary angiodema and chronic urticaria. Unfortunately I can longer take Motrin. That's OK, I am still here and still raising my kids. I have great friends who help a lot so I am blessed. I say I'm still standing about my recent experiences but also about all I have seen and learned.
First things first, I am moving slower and now wonder if there will ever be a day that I am able to be in a normal relationship while my skin chooses its own time to blister and puff and do it's own thing. My thoughts on that are simple. Who cares. I am me. I have no control over what genetics does in this case. I obey the Doctor, and do what i can, beyond that, its out of my hand. Love me or don't, like me or not, I know Gods plan for me is perfect and I will have the joys and dreams of my heart in His time. In the mean time, anybody know a good way to excuse ones self when you begin to look ike a tomato? Lets laugh. I have not been doing that well lately so we are gonna start again.
While in a local hospital, I realized I was so familiar with the jargon that I kept asking them to shorthand it for me. As a writer, there is some irony in asking people to use less words and description rather than the detailed explaination most desire. Im tired, I just want to get the information and move on. Moving on in so many ways.
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